No News Is Good News

You know what they say, 'no news is good news' and in the case of my last month, it couldn't be more true. Whether it's the meds being in my system longer and really working now or just being in a good place, or both; at this point I really don't care. I can genuinely say three words I've not been able to say too often in my life the past few months and years. I am happy. Let me repeat that...I AM HAPPY!

It seems so simple yet so foreign to me. Knowing how I feel now and looking back on the past few years I don't know that I've ever felt this good - even when I thought I was doing good before, it was nothing like this.

I'm not saying this to get high fives or have some "look at me, I'm doing well". I'm saying it because I can't stop saying it and feeling it!

Are there still hard things in my life? Yes. Do I still get sad sometimes? Of course. Am I still going to therapy twice a week? You bet. Am I going to stop taking my meds? HELL NO.

That's all for now. :)




-C